Stockpiled
I loved you and I needed you.
I overlooked the things that bothered me in our relationship.
But at least I tried and asked questions.
You remained silent.
You made a list of things I did that bothered you.
Instead of talking about them, you stockpiled a list in your head to use against me.
And you sat with this list and became distant, possibly resentful.
You even got mean, like I had done something hurtful to you.
This was never the case.
I was there for you, you just didn’t realize how much I loved you and I how much I would have done for you.
We could have become stronger together.
Why did you continue the relationship for such a long time if you had mixed feelings about me?
Were you even sure about it when it happened?
How could you do this after such a long time together?
Why weren’t you willing to talk about things?
Did I not mean enough to you?