Monday, January 8, 2018

Brave

I changed my wallpaper on my cell phone to a purple and pink painting graphic that says "Be Brave" in large letters in the middle. It is my daily reminder to do that, be brave, in small ways every day. It will be my word for 2018.

Last week, I decided to wear a sleeveless top to the gym without a sweatshirt. I had not work sleeveless shirts out in public often since my fistula surgery in July. I have three scars from my elbow to my arm pit. My vein is also visible running in the same area. It has healed nicely, but I am still self conscious about the look of it.

I felt brave and slightly uncomfortable at the gym without my arm covered. I also went out to 80's Rewind Night at a local bar on Saturday (no drinking, of course) and wore a muscle tank top. My arms were both out. I felt confident. This might have been because bars are dark, but I still felt good.

What should my next brave motion be?