Wednesday, September 4, 2024

My Heart Still Hurts

Healing from heartbreak is really hard and takes a long time. It has been 5 months and two weeks since everything fell around me...again. I still don't understand what happened. 

- No cute nicknames

- Prioritized his job

- Not invested in us

- Never voiced his unhappiness or tried to fix things

- Didn't come for transplant

- Never planned any dates

- Didn't do anything special for my birthdays

- Never wanted to go out to eat

- Didn't post pictures of us for like 4 years

- Not interested in traveling

- Picky eater

- Not appreciative of nice things I did

- Wouldn't hold my hand without asking

- No flowers

- Kind of messy

- Never asked about my day or how I was feeling